You made me insecure and unsure of who I am
You knocked me down like I meant nothing anymore..
I became breathless
Aware
And I stopped everything because making you happy use to be the only thing I cared about doing
Well no, not anymore.
You're nothing
I cried, I died, I even  tried..
But it was nothing
You told me how you "really felt"
And walked away, matter of fact.
didn't even look back..
And now I realize
You were never anything
I mean I could lie and tell the whole world "I'm not okay"
But I really am..
Your words are nothing
And your life is a nightmare
And I'll just sit here and watch as everything falls down around you..
And when you reach out your hand
For anyone
Something
Somebody
To help stop the pain
Like I did months ago
No one will be there
To understand
To love you
And tell you "You're amazing"
Because I won't be that person anymore..
I used to crumble at your feet
Because I was scared that I actually loved someone..
But I didn't
Love is weakness
And maybe that's why it was so easy for me to pick up the pieces
I'm happy that you're gone
Because it was only a matter of time before I left you
You're a horrid monster that sooner then later your "boyfriend" wont even pursue
I am the happy person I am today because well I left you