why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?

                           no, if "god" existed/cared
i wouldn't be alive
                someone is lying
      i don't care
                             for the truth
                                       anymore
but i shouldn't be
             alive