staring at pictures of you because i love your eyelashes and your heavy eyes. you look so sickly, and tired, but that's okay, so am i.
we are magnetic stars spiraling through the cold ocean of space. colliding, my lungs fill with ink joining frail hand in hand, meeting softly, sharing an oxygen tank.
our bedroom walls are the same, our hearts: the same frame your crooked teeth and my awkward smile almostβ fit perfectly.
you aren't lily. but she disappeared a long time ago