Tonight my eyes are glued to the target
On the wall. How can I hold it all in?
Every word. Every action. Every tear.
My knuckles are jumpy, my stomach swirls,
And my skin is ice.
The peak. My anger has found the perfect time to
Reveal itself. Now my body is shaking
Because all of my warmth has
Escaped, I'm violently freezing in Hell.
My body is bleeding, along with my vision.
Red stains everything. Black holes appear.
Tiny star specks dance across my eyes, and
Then I'm gone. I'm not me, my anger has
Finally taken over. It wins tonight.