I talk not of strength because my heart has known and fought with weakness through long hours alone as the days go by and the weeks rush on and before I know it another year is gone but I will be happy if someone who has read me says "I'm better because he passed this way."
Age is just a state of mind especially if you have left your dreams behind but if from life you have taken the best and love you hold as the years go by then it really doesn't matter how the birthdays fly because you are not old.
I give many thanks for a long life so far even though it may have brought me much bitterness and strife but I give thanks for all of the many of love's joys that I am given and I will always cherish the tears and the joys that I have had for love's dear sake even though sometimes grief followed in its wake but still I can forget love's sorrow in loves joy.
As my heart grows empty of every thought unkind I find peace hovering all around me and joy filling my mind and I count my blessings because they have not been few and I wonder what next I am going to do.
No tear was ever shed in vain and in the end my sorrowing heart could find no curse but only blessings in the hand of pain so I continue to try to write something that takes a little sadness from the worlds vast store because I have been blessed to make of joys too scanty some a little more.
I grow a little more tired at the end of each day and a little less anxious to have my way and a little less ready to scold and blame as I near my journey's end where time and eternity meet and blend.
While my heart throbs to the tread of the passing years I have learned life's hardest lesson and that is learning to wait and I have also learned that through life's suffering my heart only grew stronger.
Let my words come just when they are needed like a beautiful breeze blowing wind in your face like a smile that only takes a moment and costs nothing but gives much like a memory that can last forever and know that it is in loving and not being loved that the heart finds its quest and it is in giving not getting that our lives are best. Jon York 2013