lemon, a touch too artificial sugar, a touch too sweet in an owl painted mug, a touch too hot
that first sip hits like a memory it drags with it the smell of coffee black, no room and the taste of your name the sound of a coffee shop of a donut shop blood orange slices and citrus frosting and paper straws soaked soaking disintegrating
the memory dissolves alongside the straw and the back of my throat burns at a touch too much
The first version of this poem where I try to handle the grief of the end of a relationship and the little things that set off a memory