Able to approach most any subject, Abject or object With cursory concerns, Taking them as they come Or they go, The detail we all face and Where do we go, Seems to be almost Caught in my throat. As with each year that passes The inevitable becomes Nearer and my choices Clearer but my convictions, A bit more dull. I sometimes wish for a warning, sort of a message of My time is up, Then say, no, Make it quick, just turn The lights out. But, I'm guessing I have No choice. I'd like to die with a Smile and a hard-on, Or watching the love of my life's Eyes glisten. I want to be able to take humor To the next level. And turn over, On the autopsy table Giving the medical examiner A good scare. Or sit up in the casket and high five the crowd during my Funeral. Or expel air, just when they lower me into the ground. So they winch Me back up. I'm guessing, I won't do any of that.