Am i ok im 28 but dont stay out late getting drunk just aint my thang id rather just chill and vibe all day aint got **** going on anyway you see my spine dont go one way so i got pains. Ever since i almost died that day lost my best friend in car crash i survived some way. dont know how. Now my mind seems to be rewired but im tired of ****** with these wires i just aint the same. Im sorry dont blame me i tired. What would life had been like if i died and he survived. Would he feel the same? Or is it just me. Am i ok?