i keep walls built up inside of me and thorns have grown around my heart to protect itself from any unwanted affections to stop it from giving too much, too soon, because that's what i do
i am afraid of falling because you could never trust the arms that promised would be there to catch you the cliff is so high and the pit so deep, and the huge gap in between terrifies me
so this is what I do i push people away but once I've realized this mistake they'd have been pushed too far, and it's too late.