I had a dream
and we were back
lying on that field
in the middle of nowhere
     but this time it was just
     me and you
and you wrapped
that big blue blanket (and yourself)
around me
and I held you close
and you told me
what really possesses your mind
and it wasn't me
and I don't know what else I expected


but I rememeber your kiss
so fondly
and I remember
your drunken touch
and I do miss you
and I do love you
and I do know that I can never have you


why do my own dreams
haunt me like this
why are you the only thing
occupying my mind