They tell me to write But my heart is in my hands With a seizing beat There is nothing but frozen time Memories of distant days When he filled my veins And I tasted of summer honeysuckle Wild berries and sweet sweat But I've peeled my skin like an orange And threw away the fruit To leave nothing but rind I've left myself to be a shell An empty vessel in this life Treading a desolate city Of ghosts that know my past Because we are the same Our stories are fundamental tragedies of naive children We've tattooed our necks And bathed in the salt Of the choices we've made And the lies that we keep To live this world with our falsified beliefs Our vanquished faiths And blinded eyes