The purity must be cast aside to see God equal in all people. For all are unified in station and wealth in rank before God, none more righteous nor more rich than another. In this case God enriches all of us in our lack and withholds in our fortune. For none is self-sufficient without Him. Purity is more about the strength of desire. It is easy to remain pure when its fires are not enflamed. What does purity and righteousness hold? It can only be detachment from the world. The "world" meaning that which takes us from our Lord. Is it right to delight in purity? It seems so empty in a world with so few single women my age that doesn't have kids nor does drugs. I actually don't even know one. Really. I'm pure for myself then only? To delight in my righteousness to only belittle the feeble? To stand as a noble eunich with the ****** 40 & 50 somethings? If I'm pure, I have no home in the dust. I have no friend to share in purity. Purity is outward. How do I perceive reality with outward orientation? Pure ways become my mantra. Not just chaste eyes, but a pure body. I become enslaved to worship my own body. My outer body has no significance to me. I smoke cigarettes to fight my eyes from transfixing on it. I postpone workouts until not my body but my energy is in need of vitality. I tattoo my skin to break the idol of the body.