he asked me, "have you ever been depressed" I mentally laugh because "been" like past tense. but I answer yes confidently as I had beat the little pest. I asked him the same and he said yes but not any more, and in awe I ask "how did you stop?" he talked about it so easily, but I struggle so hard. He said he just knew he had to do it for him, and instead of hope, I felt pain, as depression tucked me in.
The one fear I had, when I was 13 was "when will this ever end". five years later its starting to sink in. maybe its not depression, its me.