i don't know if it has anything to do with what i do but all my friends seem to be in different stages of brokenness from shattered to splintered to destructed to cracked is it something i do? i love them all, and i'll forever be there for them but even, when i first meet them, and think "hey you're an alright person" by the time i'm really close to them they're broken or beginning to break and i'll always help them but sometimes i wonder if it might be me who forces them to break