the scars on my wrists paint a picture of pain drawn in a time when i was clearly insane i thought that my body was a canvas of self harm my razor blade became the perfect tool for expression red was my favourite colour back then it was the colour of crimson red the thought of it leaving my body by the litre gave me such a rush until the day they found me bleeding to death and decided to lock me up the scars on my wrist paint a picture of someone who did not feel good enough