Jan 2021
A broken record
spinning replays
Captions of the
past 6 years
in silence
Music
leaves no stains
It clears the mind
when it flashes
without your permission
To an old face or time
When things were not as they seemed
Flashback:
The grooming lasted
for months
He called it courting
then disappeared
He must have known I liked the words
When time felt blank
He didn’t seem to care
I would leave to boost
the ego
Find what I thought I’d been looking for
But that was the wrong door
I heard my own words
They stuck with me
When I pushed through
the piano to land on the keys
I am my own conviction
I was secretly
praying
for what is the now
It is many doors
When you need self-esteem that much
It’s like a drug you can’t misuse anymore
You need it even more
After there aren’t enough leftovers
After the last drop of water in the canteen
But know that time can’t last forever
It took about a year
I did an interview
at the radio station
She made sure I was safe
She said there is so
much out there
“Find someone who is like you
from your background
who aligns with the level of your life
You deserve to be happy”
And I never forgot that day
The guides were there
And the broken record made its last replay appearance
I rewrote the lyrics
To this day
Refining the script
Pruning the shears of revision
What a beautiful life
Is a grateful play
on words
on beliefs
on your intuitive feelings
That could never take you away
from your destiny
You can turn it around
Any time you wish
Keep revising
You deserve the best
Because you are that
For yourself
Remember that
Imagine and Believe
spinning replays
Captions of the
past 6 years
in silence
Music
leaves no stains
It clears the mind
when it flashes
without your permission
To an old face or time
When things were not as they seemed
Flashback:
The grooming lasted
for months
He called it courting
then disappeared
He must have known I liked the words
When time felt blank
He didn’t seem to care
I would leave to boost
the ego
Find what I thought I’d been looking for
But that was the wrong door
I heard my own words
They stuck with me
When I pushed through
the piano to land on the keys
I am my own conviction
I was secretly
praying
for what is the now
It is many doors
When you need self-esteem that much
It’s like a drug you can’t misuse anymore
You need it even more
After there aren’t enough leftovers
After the last drop of water in the canteen
But know that time can’t last forever
It took about a year
I did an interview
at the radio station
She made sure I was safe
She said there is so
much out there
“Find someone who is like you
from your background
who aligns with the level of your life
You deserve to be happy”
And I never forgot that day
The guides were there
And the broken record made its last replay appearance
I rewrote the lyrics
To this day
Refining the script
Pruning the shears of revision
What a beautiful life
Is a grateful play
on words
on beliefs
on your intuitive feelings
That could never take you away
from your destiny
You can turn it around
Any time you wish
Keep revising
You deserve the best
Because you are that
For yourself
Remember that
Imagine and Believe
Life is a fluid chain of situations and progressive mental improvements that can change at any time. Your ability to adapt to new thoughts and powerful awareness of what is happening to you and how it’s affecting your life can significantly take it to new heights and raise the bar levels and levels ahead of where it might be now.
Take that next step bring it to the next level.
It is never too late. Change your life because it is best for your growth and your own evolution.
You can have that new life. Believe something better for yourself, and empower yourself to shift into new; a kinder more loving relationship with who you wish to be for yourself.
And you’ll find that in the world. Try it.
It is only an imaginative thought away.
I love you.
Take that next step bring it to the next level.
It is never too late. Change your life because it is best for your growth and your own evolution.
You can have that new life. Believe something better for yourself, and empower yourself to shift into new; a kinder more loving relationship with who you wish to be for yourself.
And you’ll find that in the world. Try it.
It is only an imaginative thought away.
I love you.
