I periodically Perpetuate hurricanes all around me manifesting my illusions filled with anomalies commonly I’m far from Common as these evil forces completely surround me crashing down to rock-bottom longing to no longer be lonesome but my loneliness is caused by my compulsions such impulsive behavior needs to get out of me, expulsion creatively i creep to seem casual and sane To a world that’s corrupt and crippled needing a cane ****** and staring into the eyes of the truth but with all this proof we can’t find who is to blame to some mentally my mind it is unglued broken into bits from so much abuse daily I’m terrified of torture I feel like I’ve got nothing to lose I’m black and blue Just one giant bruise Beaten and brought down to my knees Reluctant to beg. I scream out please No more In my tears I’m drowning A moment of silence as You Playfully tease But the kid with the magnifier Doesn’t hear the ants screams Only burns and burns Until their is nothing left But the shell of a man Who’s life is a mess