I had this thought which I have found a little scary What if these things which you were saying You said but didn’t mean at all Who am I to you after all? A friend? A person you hanged out with for a month? Or just a gal you had acquaintance with? Avoiding girly analyze Of what you think and say to me Of what you wanted me to hear Or what you feeling What are you feeling deeply? Our relationship is going through time testing And are we passing such exam? Some time ago you even made a joke that we could marry Each other Oh my god I even didn’t know how to react on such request But honestly I’d probably consider proposition Not from romantic side and all But just because it’d give the possibility to stay with you a little And do the things together The things we dreamed about You know we short in options In current situation When boarders closed And lockdowns everywhere I wish to share with you my moods Right at the moment And now it’s hard to do We’re having 14 hours difference My sunrise - your sunset It’s gonna be two years already That’s why I’m asking you If you’re ready Not let your joke come true I may not ask you for such thing But do you wanna have with me Some part of our future?