it was never the right time when i'd hit you up i kept telling myself i love you but i was just kidding myself all of our moments dragging along cause i still cant tell you the words that i needed to say and you hurt me under the surface and our troubled waters growing cold i will heal but you wont so before i go i want you to know that this isnt your fault and im sorry that there's nothing i can say to stop your hurting please dont let your mind make you feel so worthless before i go