I never expected this. That in my 70's I would be ink on a blank page. That my life's work would be poems on a shelf, written about gone people, dead memories.
I never wanted them, the memories, the reflections stored in old coffee cans. Waterlogged letters saved from decay to become themselves decayed.
I will sit forever in my chair, me and my notebooks fallen around me, incense laden, curled around my slippered feet, hiding the poems pressed in the pages of my youth.