A long week await Trying not to hate Be alone on the go Another strive to be alive Feeling dead on the inside Mentally overwhelmed Physically burned out taking it slow Looked into those scare for you Said I was sorry and loved you Who knew it would be the last time Hiding the pain holding back the tears It plays in the back of my head See it before my eyes not the best memory But the last you had so much life to live You're my only grandpa didn't want to let go Not ready to say good bye You gave me strength when I was weak Believe in me when I didn't believe in myself