i'm
different
even though
i don't want
to be.
- - -
i want to want
the money
power
& glory
that everyone
longs for
instead of wanting
to console
the inconsolable.

i want to want
the newest
Apple watch
& the hottest
Louboutin's &
to fly with Hermes.

i want to want
to be the
belle of the ball
& best friends
with Beyoncé.

but i
just
couldn't
care
any
less.
- - -
though
i wish
i would.