I have a lot of feelings I am working through, I wanted to be honest with you. If I didn’t have a miscarriage back in May, I would be holding my baby today. Finally having a family with Brent, making you an Aunt. I’m sorry it ended in such a horrible way. I feel a disconnect in my heart, I need to find me again, but that’s the hard part. I know in my heart, that I am ok, but this emotional rollercoaster haunts me everyday. I don’t talk about it much, I hide how I feel, but you are the one person that I can be truthful too. It *****, it rough, I feel worthless at times, but I’m trying to be positive as much as I can. I am sorry again but I want to thank you for ALWAYS being there for me and us.