I feel like I'm slipping back
But I was happy for so long
This feeling is stronger than ever
That feeling where you can't do anything but fake a smile
because you truly just can't smile
Where you can't just say "I'm fine" anymore
Because that lie only causes tears
Where at the sight of anything sharp all you want to do is tear your skin open with it
Watch the red turn to scars
When you watch your life slip through your fingers
I feel like I'm slipping back..