d a Y       a n d .     n I g h T  

it  storms.       it shakes.

my e y e s are burning from trying not to cry
my throat in knots from s c r e a m i n g inside
my knees to the floor, my hands are raised

asking the Lord to heal what memories I've saved  
I might have lost it all,
but I will never lose my faith.

weak, I am desperate for Life.
I look within, and begin to see the Light.

Excuse me my love
but you're not my all anymore
I'm trying to get out of this place and you're trying to ruin everything
I tried so hard to not give up
but you my dear are not my all anymore

I don't need you
no not anymore
your true colors are dark as coal
and you're colder than ever
the truth is, is I would have done anything for you
now I sympathize you, your style of life
it's clear you can't comprehend that you can't survive feeding off of someone's own self worth
you can't take that from someone just so you can feel once again

darling, does it frighten you to know that I'm ready to **** myself