I said I loved you and tried to resist marking inappropriate gestures. I did love you and I tried to resist. I said I loved you and said yes when I walked down the aisle with you at your wedding. I did love you and I said yes again and again in your cheap bed-sit. I said I loved you and bore you children who would want for nothing. I did love you and I presumed desire and drive to be an either or. I said I loved you and I surrendered myself. I did love you and I surrendered myself. I said I did.