Holding  you felt like an eternity.
I can still feel you against me.
Your breath a beautiful whisper.
Mine, a gentle purr.

My thoughts hung silently in the air,
Like a bad pesticide.
I drove myself crazy,
I just couldn't decide.

Was it a weight upon my chest?
Or a sleeping lover on my breast?  

I starred into a suffocating darkness.
You were there, but you weren't really there.
Alone, i was fading.
Into the dark nothing.

My body went to sleep,
as you are so heavy in my arms.