if love is rain can't you be the umbrella protecting it's not just just mere definition of drowning in one thoughts or attraction towards ones sanity it's the trust , reliance you can't just drown like that rather you be the soil to absorb either be the sun to drain all of it but question yourself is it a flood causing rain?
according to me love should be rain supporting a seed to sprout out , you let it grow beautiful with your tears or sweat by not letting it know but just give it strength to turn out into strong tree even though whatever one day even that rain destroys , you being bloated with feelings in a situation where you can't let go them and eventually when you let out you can't be yourself anymore so for me love never existed (expect my family) and I guess it will not either but do love really exist?