the calmness that I sought is gone you remember i told you your voice, it soothes me up and I heard you say "hello", i smiled it was with harshness and anger but it's fine, I heard you once again it was so fine and then the call ended now it hurts how the voice I even dreamed of sounds so hurried to get away from my nonesense I'm a mess, to hear you in sarcasm on how we split and how i have no rights to ask for treats a bit of your time is not for me and words i spweded out they don't make sense I apologise that I'm just regrets.