I’m so scared Am I sharing too much now After years and years of silent doubts and fears Am I a burden now Could I take it back? Now everyone knows that I’m a freak Should I have stayed silent? I was a fool to speak
I know others have it harder I don’t pretend I have it worse While for years and years my friends and peers Have had fun and learned to talk I buried my mind and heart so deep That I don’t know where they are
Now I fear I’ve dug too deep And I can’t find a way out I’ve dug down until my fingers bled And I sat in silence, thinking about My stories and fantasy realms Where are they, can I go there Can I share a piece of me without being met with stares?
I’m choosing a career path that is destined to fail Because I can’t even write down an idea in my mind I feel so trapped inside this place, and I’m ready to bail The world is going to end up gone before I get there
What can I do I always somehow knew But now when everyone wants to know I have to say I don’t have a clue
People are horrid, and none of them deserve what they have Do I deserve what I have What do I have
Betrayal Lies Trust gone forever Death Bullying And a bedrock tether
One by one they hurt me Poison me with their lies And now I cannot even trust A single face, a disguise
Who am i Am I talented Not anymore Am I confident Not anymore Am I empathetic I wish I weren’t Am I cursed Maybe so
Am I a little coward who can’t face her problems And needs to rely on meds Am I worthy of a single minute with a single friend? Keep your guard up Don’t say a word Maybe that will help Maybe it will hurt you But it won’t hurt anyone else