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it’s half past eleven
I had a dream and thought;
I am in heaven.

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heaven turned into hell
am I still dreaming?
I can’t tell

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it’s an hour past midnight
I am wide awake
and wrapped in by the night

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on the clock blinks a fat two
I have only one thing on my mind;
and that is you

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now it’s already three
a devil on my shoulder tells me to overthink
and I agree

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it’s nearly four
I am still not tired
and think some more

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now the clock shows five
and god, how grateful I am
to be alive

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my windows let through, the light of dawn
but my eyes close and show me darkness,
to which I am drawn

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my alarm rings an hour later
I am exhausted because insomnia
struck again, this traitor