eyes closed palms gently resting against my thighs deep inhale slow exhale repeat this is all i know that will be with me in the future as i close my eyes and feel my chest expand and retract as i become aware of the places on my body that connect and ground me with the earth i find peace in knowing that this will be the same decades down the road i'll always have my constant breathing to come back to the stimulus darkness and the sensations will be the same ones that i will experience once i graduate once i get my first job once i kiss the love of my life once i give birth and hold my child once i experience the grief and loss of my parents i will have my breathing to come back to i will have the soothing movement of my chest to remind me of my constants in life