I breath their air and yet not a part of them
I sit in the same circle as them, talk the same way
And yet I’m pushed out
How long will I see their backs and not their faces
I call them friends or maybe I was wrong
Did I lie to myself to feel better
I speak but those words fall upon deaf ears
I watch from the side line with this transparent wall, blocking me
I scream but no one will hear me
The hidden tears is what they can’t see
The cold is coming in
Who is out there? With fire? I want to know
Where’s the Hope I use to know
Is he here? Or there?
I’m shaking in my knees
Oh Hope, please
Are you out there looking for me?