i wish i was there when you're haveing a nightmare so i could hold you until you woke up, and knew it wasn't real
i wish i was there when you're about to cut your skin so i could still your hand, look you in the eye, until you realised you don't need to
i wish i was there when your parents are screaming at you so i could stand behind you support you, and make sure you know you're loved
i wish i was there when tears are streaming down your cheeks in despair so i could gently wipe them away tell you i love you and everything's going to be okay
i wish you were here when i need you to hold me during a nightmare still my shaking hands stand behind me wipe my tears away and love me