I don't think you've ever seen or noticed the way your hair fluffs in the afternoon breeze stray pieces wandering like little fairies sparkling and bouncing in gold embraced by the rays of the dying sun
I now realize you never really will notice see feel what I do when I think of you
you look into me and my heart is marbled caught in those lovely orbs of yours and it feels so safe so kind
only it isn't, and my marbled heart is shattered by the winds smelling of water and leaves carried away by fleeting memories like pages of a book, fluttered and closed and somehow your lovely, lovely eyes now strip my heart of its safe kind shine
leaving it raw, aching, burning, exposed to the unforgiving waters beneath our feet
too violent to preserve my fragile love for you
and too merciless to pity your precious light
but I now realize I was the one too merciless, violent too helpless