Crying without tears, Smiling without emotions, Seems like I've gotten use to the loneliness. I try to forget but can only remember, Try to move forward but can only look back. Just because time passes, It doesn't mean that I'm healing. Just because I receive love, It doesn't mean that I'm giving it. Just because I sleep, It doesn't mean that I'm dreaming. Just because I breathe, It doesn't mean that I'm living. No matter what I do, It all feels the same like Deja vu. I'm deeply wounded, Drowning in shallow scars. What we had together, Everything was a 10, You were the 1, Now I'm left with nothing....
When I think of standstill I think of a tree stuck in one place. As time passes it grows and it withers; still stuck on the same place as it's surrounding changes. All it takes is a few shallow cuts to carve memories into it forever.