Letters get jumbled and mumbled words spill forth a fifth of gin would help me begin to sort these thoughts into a sensible order but I can't afford a fifth and my sixth sense warns me that alcohol will destroy me so I set out blind unable to find the sentiments in sentences or paragraphs and, someone laughs out loud.
Me, I'm not so proud now can't tell you whether or how I feel and though I want to be real with you deal with you on an equal basis my face is lost in the jumbles mouth that still mumbles stomach that rumbles as the the acid builds filled with some fear that if you try to come near I won't and don't know what to say or do and do you never stop and think how much easier it is to write out words of love in ink?
I think a pen is a godsend to those who could not lend their mouths to their words and in words I can write, I can write us of night in the bed pen it in red pen it in blue that's what I'll do, Send to you my love, written in lines and written of times when the mighty pen holds all the aces even then my heart beats fast as I pace the floor real slow and the ink don't want to flow and I think there's something wrong with me calamity.
I need some help to wander then I need some more, to pen the words to make you soar and will you marry me? oh the pen wants a wedding shedding its ink into what I only think but have never said penned in red.
If I used a marker wore a parka had a part time job as a fairground barker would it be the same as any time I hear your name.
I freeze and could you please unjumble me unmumble the words I cannot say and let me be a different pen and in the fountains where I spout let me shout out everywhere that you're my girl but when?