I did the walk of shame to the scales in the bathroom.
I promised myself that I would stop doing it, Stop shaming myself in front of the bathroom mirror As the numbers rolled higher and higher, A wheel of misfortune.
8 stone 9 stone Please stop there 10 stone 11 stone 11 and half stone Stop.
It's a surface consisting of metal and plastic, It can't dominate my image, But even if they weren't there I can still see it, The inches on my waist slowly increasing, My t-shirt size creeping from a small to a medium, Other people who haven't seen me for a while making a comment about my image, Wow Lew, what have you been eating? *My feelings, thanks for pointing it out in front of everyone.
I know my poems have a repetitive theme of self image and confidence. But the only way I can express myself without getting worked up or upset is through poetry.