and this world keeps spinning and we keep running we skip over the spiralling ropes Jumping, ever jumping— afraid to get strangled up afraid to kiss the ground
What if this land tore open— ripped and ripped till it were two who would take us—
for we keep running and running and we jump over the ropes we jump then jump over again, searching for wings on our arid backs —we’d sail away if we could and oh the worlds we’d see! and secrets unleash
so we keep running and running elevating our hopes up and up till we’re one in the winds but we never fly— We fear the fall afraid to wade into the unpredictable yonder to rely solely on mercy of the grey bellow —it entombs the people we loved and knew feasting upon them, patiently and nothing we can do will ever make it better
so we keep running and running to keep warm our freezing hearts but we cry only ice, it rolls down our bodies, setting our flesh on fire, but we keep running chasing the horizon where sky is known to open her arms
but what lies above the sky and if the ground split open where would we go—
We laugh our questions away and answers never sail our way but then we blend in dirt and they lift us off in their quiet arms; take us away Where all’s to be seen and all’s to be heard but there’s no one left, and if a void is never seen or heard what is there of the void but nothing
what lies above the sky is it where all dead go or where all unborn meet— Is it where no one lives or where no dies—
but its nothing we haven’t seen for we implant our homes not among the clouds but right here on this broken land— where no one lives and no one dies; no dead leave and no unborn are new
and we keep running and running for the world keeps spinning and twisting and turning like a giant ball of clay and we keep running and running-- mere pawns in an eternal play
we skip and we skip over the ropes we then spin them for others and watch them skip— whirl away laughing when some stumble and fall; these are our games we keep laughing and laughing hoping to laugh it all away
but we build our emerald halls and dance in euphoric stalls We invent new lands among the stars; Tales of stollen dreams and made up hopes tales of heroic norms and perfect forevers
and we smile in the starts and we smile in the ends— drink under our jewelled roofs and Sleep with our flowers and pearls, we paint this sky on our dreams and remember it in our poems
But we’re not happy But we’re not happy— But we’re not happy.
and if this bruised land that starves for our flesh split open—
Where would we go?
I honestly don't know what I'm talking about I think that's exactly what I wanted.