Maybe I'll take this mental break down outside
Smoke a cigarette in the fetal position
& let out several piercing cries
Try not to choke on my own tears
As they flood endlessly into my thighs
Maybe I'll lie down on my bed for hours
Thinking,
'What else is new?'
While staring at my ceiling tiles
Wishing I never met any of you
Or hey maybe I'll finally follow through
& sleep underwater until my skin turns blue
Cause my life is starting to
look like a ***** accident
And I don't know what the **** to do