Hear the weekend call out my name on a mixtape Beats the cursed kid of 2008 couldn't believe Weakened by letters in envelopes and journals Every headline read like predictable junk mail Stuffed into the pages of a life in solitude
Punished himself for abandoning his youth Cruelty continued and relegated progress The mess left built higher than a sugar rush When the crash came, it was always Thursday
Smashed up faces of a watch, shoes split at the toes Broken table legs, phones grazed from concrete The citizens continued, so he kept imploding
Each week came a late play-off final defeat Gifted a long-sleeve stained in grassy green Our boy believed he grew into all of his spite But he had grime glued under them fingernails As he typed bullet holes into a fledgling friendship
There were times when he became addicted to life Outside clubs dancing on the hands of the night Inside cabs singing with his underground band Junkies will tell you all about hard landings
Infected with the sickness on his Isle of Bile Mental health problems were an understatement Like butcher's meat, he should have been sectioned
So in this bottled message to the day we're sailing out from Give thanks to the shipwrecks who touched sand Apologise for the storms and oceans left behind
Poem #14 from my collection 'A Shropshire Grad'. I wrote this poem after reading back my diary from 2013 - a year where I was convinced I was cursed, especiallly so on Thursdays.