I don't feel as stable as I make it out to be I don't feel as solid as I pretend to be sometimes it feels like just one word, one look, one touch could break me into a million pieces and the thought of that also feels me with an odd sense of peace I already feel like a puzzle thats missing a piece I'd pray to a god on me knees if there was ever a sign to make me believe that all this wasn't wishful thinking Just hopeful make believe
Thoughts race through my head and my heart and I feel like I may explode