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Kole J McNeil
Poems
Sep 2020
Anxious All The Time
Hi i say
wait was that right
is that to informal
is it to formal
stop talking
your embarrassing yourself
How was your day?
No thats not right
ask them how they are
ask them if they are happy
"How are you?" they ask
Say fine
do they actully care
why are they talking to you
why are you standing there
"time to leave!"
Do you have your wallet
where is your mask
why do you look like that
(kids laghing in the hallway)
They are laghing at you
you should change
why do you dress like that
"bed time"
Did you trun off the light
did you brush your teeth
make sure you check under your bed 3 times
make sure the light is actually off
go check again
"hey how was you day. I'm so tired."
text back
but wait a secon
dont let them think your despreat to talk to them
wait do they actully want to talk to you
"Hello???..."
...
...
...
"good night"
Why didn't you respond
no they didn't want to talk to you anyway
go to sleep
(starts screaming)
wakes up in a cold sweat
you shouldn't have called your teacher mum in 3rd grade
why did you
re think that conversation
Looks at the blade
Don't do it
your freinds will worry
no they won't
they don't care
Pulls balde across
no more pain
Good bye
always anxious
#anxiety
#selfharm
#depression
Written by
Kole J McNeil
18/Gender Fluid/Fraser Colorado
(18/Gender Fluid/Fraser Colorado)
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