A single magpie follows, mocks my folly down the silky path. Watches me pass old railway stations. Hops around mad vegetation. Trembles like a rabid dog in dirt. Stands waiting above tunnels and unnamed bridges, heading straight for the south coast.
I exit the wood with thumbs up. Pull off my ear defenders to let lobes cool off in oxygen pools. Enter through the side door. All rules abandoned like dog tearing up fox. We eat white loaves, eggs poached, plastic potatoes, a couple of items off the children's menu. My appetite is applauded and I'm thankful for such a throwback feast.
Next, drowsiness lets itself in. Both chef and beast access the same dream. I'm left with a handful of passions and tattoos repeated. Bite off *******. Still chewing rings when elder spits out the only tongue he's ever taught me to imitate.
His knowing look of devilish frenzy, our cook wakes up to nod along with the crazy. Dog jumps up and licks master's chin. Begin to think about untouched piano keys hidden behind that golden mouth. Hope for the carpet finally retired. Look through the chintzy cabinet filled with the same **** since '86. Imagine knocking out that wall my family is so afraid to see fall. Street becomes a magpie nest. Out ofย ย the warren's way.
Poem #9 from my collection 'A Shropshire Grad' is about hidden discrimination and coming to terms with seeing it among your own family circles.