Slowly deteriorating in life Living on the edge of a knife One day I want a kid With the perfect wife As the world's at full trottle I try to be the best role model But no one knows right At night I work Wasted time is a **** The world I fight But still out of mind out of sight I hate this What subject did I miss It's hard to work at night And sleep away the day One goes a long way A kiss with a music note on the wrist My heart smile's While everyone beats it with a fist I done give me a gun The poem I killed As I run