I had a good time Some days I lost my mind My world turns around I was always lost, never found I had dignity I thought it would last for an infinity Life was always a blur I wish some things never occurred I grew up broken with no hope Mom and dad always on dope I smiled But it never lasted a while I cry I try One day I will die But my dignity Will last a lifetime And will always be mine No matter how hard they try No matter how hard I cry I won't grab that knife I won't end my life