i dont think you understand how sorry i am how stupid and silly i feel i fell am f a l l i n g but i remember
you fell hard a while ago and i tried to catch you you were just in my fingertips i'm sorry i didn't do good enough i am i'm so so so so sorry i didn't know what its like to be falling and know you're falling
but not be able to do anything about it i'm sorry for not grabbing you for not catching you