Once was only abuse, fear, neglect burst into a legacy of faith, free will of intellect. She knows men, her pain is fleeting She has learned rejection thy objectify her shamelessly. We were never equal, fighting seems hopeless Ruled by a system, no courtship towards justice. You never know you can only speculate Your depth is shallow you can no longer intimidate. Food for thought they say but her brain space is full Obese with so much junk it has left her uncomfortable. What is this? A joke? How can it be? Reality seems elusive, a mixed insanity. Her fingers tremble, like a cold bitter night in the desert. Nothing in sight but the rolling hills of parched earth. She is an enigma laying there stunned listening to the mix. Her soul is a paradox because of all the experience. Everything is slipping away and she knows this.