The fronts of my sneakers hanging over the railing I close my eyes and balance on my heels My hair and jacket thrown back by the wind As if pleading for me to step back down The water crashes beneath me menacingly I laugh Maniacally, my eyes snap open I look into the depths of the churning river An audience of birds wait in the electric tension of the moment One of them dives from a branch tumbling towards the frothing bank Following its lead, I dive falling, flying, dying.