The breeze carries my thoughts away before i write them down The trees and the berry bushes contrast with the clouds Their roots firmly planted, still one with the ground Surrounding my body, the thoughts rotate around I am the trees but they are the clouds Leaves fall, branches extend, extrapolating my woes. Thistles in a rosebush ***** my fingers, the droplets of my blood match the red of the roses. Like a beautiful psychosis. Enchanting but dangerous, i cherish thorns and roses Pain is my muse, like music infused with the ghost of my past, It strengthened yet healed my fatal necrosis Everlasting words haunt me, a faint shadow's imprint on the yellowing grass. I cannot see growth without a ruler to measure Embellishing my struggle for pleasure because the truth is unbearable Yet my lies burn my skin, ensnaring my essence like sweet smelling ether Entrancing but terrible.